28 November 2009

perhaps now i am healed?

i do feel fine and my life is getting back on track. there were measurable improvements before the medication switch. i know this works and i have a baseline for how much its introduction effects me and spikes psychotic symptoms. i also know that antipsychotics, across the board, are carcinogenic, and that i have the high prolactin level considered responsible. two years is considered about normal for recovery and i've done that time. my doctor asked if i wanted to try stopping the medication and i think when i see her next i want to talk about giving it a try. panic attack doesn't begin to describe where i was at the first time this worry came around... yuck.

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