04 September 2011

All in all my life is going very well and a new opportunity may be presenting itself. Last night I sat on the beach with two girls my own age, a group within which I have spent hardly any time for the past four years. I did it, at least we can say that. I have been finding it difficult to do things, specifically to write this last paper. I have been feeling consistently anxious and ill at ease. My mind is all blank and buzzy. I have been feeling broken and vulnerable. Broken is a sorry state involving very little confidence, but this in itself I find is not uncommon amongst people my age.

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