25 February 2012

Today feels like torture. I want to cry. I am scared to try writing.

4 comments:

Boris Kane said...

good luck.

wrenna said...

ugh. Sometimes the only thing that helps is lying in the dark for a couple hours.

Factory Supervisor said...

..and a couple of hours later?
The dark presents us all with much needed solitude and rest.
Do it.

wrenna said...

A couple of hours later I have calmed and can fall asleep; I am knocked out nearly twelve hours every day. I have to remember that this is a choice. I have searched far and wide and I think the thing now is just to trust my instincts which have taken me on this journey and start inserting little notes in my draft. What I know now is completely different than what I started out with so I had been thinking a complete teardown was necessary, but I think I having something there to begin working with is always the way. As The Girl Least LIkely said, maybe spending some time in the garden (like a Factory painting) is a good idea until I am ready. I've been spinning my wheels for my whole self-imposed deadline week, so it was bound to feel awful. Thank you, I will.